Realize or not it has been a year since I post in this blog. Wow, look at the post page such a great interface, more user friendly. It's plain, but the plain this make all of it neat. I'm sure most of people now has their own blogs, to share things.
I ever think to make a diary, but to write inside it surely I need some privacy time. The period where I can be alone at a moment. Diary is something that people use to keep their feelings, memories and it have many huge secret in it. That's why people don't like others to read it.
I still don't have any diary right now. (This song is playing now, can say it my favourite)
"So put your heart in the air, you gotta love being you, do it like I do, heart in the air, don't be a fool, do it like I do, why should I care what they say, just want them out of my way, cause I'm the king of my own life..."

These past year I learn many lessons, but not one of it I share to people. I'm kind of lonely guy. Facebook doesn't help me out. Befriend with people that I don't even know, not an acquaintance though. That was my problem, I become less socialize to people. I call one of my friend, decepticon during last final examination. It was because he said something that would do harm to me, well I mean like this, "You're good enough, don't study." Heck, no. We are rivals. That's why I call him decepticon on that days. But now I'm the one who are decepticon, 'deceptive' person. Love to be alone. I love keep myself away of them all. I just don't know. The reason I came here, is only one, to maintain myself in good grade. For my future sake.
But then, I do need more social skill, confident things, speaking. This is what am I lack. I do believe I can do in achieving good grade. I don't have interesting topics, any null kind of speak, and I admit that I do have lack of face expression (lack sense of feeling). My friends said I'm the one who doesn't have a feeling.
Great. What is it then, I laugh when watching comedy movies. Doesn't this show I had feeling.

It would be annoyed me, If I burden other people. I do really need to pay back, for what the things that ask from my friends. Justice, satisfied me.
I do watch my mouth from talking anything that will offend to people. Which is mean, I have low response rate to answer back. Kind, isn't it?
I don't like to mess up the things, cause I want all become perfect works.

Currently, my sleep isn't to be timely. Eating time too. I slept less than 8 hours, eat breakfast at about 3PM and lunch about 5PM. Pretty late, huh?
Thinking of it, because I'm off of campus day for 3 days, I didn't do much works, just spend the time sitting, laying on my bed with my laptop. My sleeping hours reduced because I had already extra energy, to stay up.

By the way, I love when people were eagerly talked to me about some topics that I like. This is normal.